It is true  

all this thougts about you

I don't want to bee like this.

I don't want to make you feel guilty by singing this to you

I don't wanna have this thought about you

why can't I just forget

it's like a desice 

the thoughts are manipulating my brain

like the virus is manipulating the cells

it's infekted

turning me in to something I am not

I have never feelt this way

I don't know how to deal with this       

I can't breath

How do I cour it?

well I don't known and I can't blame you,

it's not youre fault that I have

memories that are playing days and nights in

my head.

It's my own..

memories of faces, voicesand words

you brought in to my life

sometimes

were inlove

caouse I don't wanna

to be loved bay

any other

and the lack

of youre love

hurts soo

 It's like

my other

half of me

left with

you 

the end